Last night was probably the weirdest night, excluding the fact that I slept for nearly 15 hours from 1am to 4pm LOL. I had this dream that I was having cell (of nearly 30 ppl) in my teensy-weensy bedroom (go figure :/). The topic we were sharing about was "sin".

We were like taking turns talking about sin, our thoughts on it, sins we did in the past and stuff like that. Halfway through the sharing I just went up onto my double-decker bed and lay down (I know, I'm such a pig haha!). The sharing continued and finally it was my turn and I was last to share (weird how I remember details like that).

Somehow I had what I wanted to share in my head all ready, and I was asleep! Not in my dream but like I was asleep and dreaming and somehow I came up with this statement: "Sin is not really what you do but with what intention you do it. No matter what you do, if you do it without having worshiping God in mind, its a sin. Which is why I really sin like 6 out of 7 days a week lah haha! (I'm a joker even in my sleep ._.) Cause I know I do things without that in mind except in church, and even some days I'm guilty of that. BUT when you do sin, always come back to God, cause (actually I can't really remember the exact words I said after this point but the gist of it's the same :P) He really loves you and wants to hear from you. It may be hard to not feel unworthy but you don't have to feel that way. He is merciful and slow to anger so come back to Him."

As much as its amazing how I managed to create all those logical stuff in my sleep, the more awesome thing is that it really spoke to me. Like the words I said, I can really relate to it especially at that point of time cause I felt really sinful and stuff and couldn't do my quiet time properly. But this reminded me once again that that shouldn't be the case. I can't really remember but I think this is the first time God spoke to me through a dream and yea its really cool (: Think I'm gonna do QT again tonight!