Hai wassup blog? Hehe been sleeping late kinda often these days and can feel my sickly body taking its toll lmao ._. My very irritating cough's been with me ever since camp has ended, its like it's in love with me or smth refusing to go away lolol... graawww! Haha well not that it matters. Alls well with me, or so in the worldly sense. I just came back from an awesome church camp and have been attending church like almost daily for the past 2 weeks, which have beenr really great for me, I mean I get to worship God freely and thats all good! But aside from my life in church which has improved so to speak, is there any difference in my conduct away from church? Is there any improvement in my personal walk with God... oh man the 4 words that I dread when combined together. Been struggling to do quiet time since God knows when and its really been a challenge to keep my thoughts and speech in check. Such a challenge that have I already given up the fight? Aye I don't know how am I gonna manage myself but repentence is definitely first on the list here hehehe =/ Well kinda sucks to start a blog on such a morbid note but myself sinning and seeing friends that are potentially struggling in the Christian faith has really gotten my spirits down. Haha ah wells maybe I'll forget all these troubles after I hang out with my friends tomorrow =D But the matter still remains, do I still got the guts to face God despite all thats happened, or will I shy away from His presence and become a rebellious fool once again? Well only time will tell, but for now, I don't wanna think about these headaching-thoughts (LOL) Haha well I AM a simple guy, hate to think too much and look too much into matters such as spirituallity and relationships and stuffy stuff like this /: Heh may be the reason I don't connect well with girls... or just simply cause I'm too immature xDD Haha whatever it is, I'll keep my end of my bargain with God. He let me hear his words, and I'll be obedient. He has called me to be an example to both the believers and non-believers and to reach out to those not yet saved. He has also put a vision in my heart to be a leader, and am currently working towards it. Well actually dunno why I'm typing all these, seeing as these thoughts are close to my heart. Then again, I probably need to sort out my feelings in a more visual tangible sorta way. Its always been this way for a simple-minded guy like me ;P
Haha well on a lighter note (omigosh! my blog's on fire!! geddit? lighter? ;D okay joke epic fail, whatever), I'm surrounded by Christian friends, strong in the faith (: And I can always count on them whenever I'm in need of prayer I'm sure. This is kind of a comforting phrase for myself but, God is the same yesterday, today and forevermore. He is the constant in our ever changing world and we can always count on Him to be our tower and refuge, friend and provider, or just be who He's meant to be, my God (: And for I know that He knows the plans that He has for me, plans to prosper me and not to harm me, plans to give me hope and a future. This is a torn me signing off...
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Personal Message: Am I any different from yesterday?