Do excuse me if my blog post is moody and stuff cause my spirit is really at an all time low now, bitching incoming so prepare yourself ;D I started of this day briming with excitment (and sleepyness), anticipating a fun day ahead of me. I took my dad's car to TPJC and walked in with Rui Jie very confidently. Well like most guys, I acted cool and stuff in school lah ;P LOL and the day began rather smoothly for me. The principal was such an ass though, treating us like kindergarten kids and all, even sucking up to PAP members and stuff, really irritating. Luckily my group wasn't so bad, my OGL was really caring too. We had recess, ice-breakers, long boring talks abt subject combinations, tour of the school, lunch, even longer boring talks abt more subject combinations... Which was then that I realized to my horror... WTH if no Amaths background gotta take a qualifying test to qualify for H2 maths =O And if I don't qualify for H2 Maths I can't take H2 Physics! *double whammy* You might be wondering whats the big deal, thing is, im in sci stream and I wanna take maths and physics for my university... So it really is a huge blow to me, I wanted PCME... So I signed up for the test (which was held on the first day -.- no real time for me to study and prepare). When I saw the test paper my fears came true... the test tested Amaths topics (GG) zzz. I knew then that I really was in deep shit, my future is more or less screwed. Well got really depressed thinking of my future and stuff, held back my tears from school all the way to whitesands in which I hid in a cubical and cried my heart out haha 's been a long time since I cried like that. After that my mind was just blank the whole way, even now /: Anw talked to my parents and a few other seniors abt it and really gotta make full use of this critical period. Well thats about all, I'm really emotionally drained, really hate the teachers and the school AND the principal but I'm probably gonna be in this school for the next two years so I'd better get past those thinking... Aye if possible, keep me in prayer (:
This is a very troubled me signing off...
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Personal Message: I know God has plans for me, plans not to harm me but to prosper me, to give me a hope and a future... But is my faith great enough to believe it?