This week was a sucker week for me... It felt like as if the Devil himself hit my life under the belt... Yea... at the start of today, I was like thinking of writing about why does God does this in my life and make things so difficult and stuff... infact, I was so upset at Him, I didn't do my quiet-time for 3 days in a row =X bleahh~ Hahaha! but then there was a prayer meeting just now at night and I just decided to go there... just to 'pass motion' if you get what I mean, just go for the sake of attendance. I didn't really expect to be praying cause I was in a really emo-ish mood and, yea just went in the hope of getting healed inside. Yea well, I still had the emo feeling throughout the prayer meeting but I kept trying to go out of my comfort zone to just pray and sorta heck care about what I was feeling... after all, it IS just feelings no? Yups it sorta worked a little but the feeling was still there and it was like a burden there, and it is really difficult to pray with a burden in your heart. But at the end there was this speaker that spoke about our difficulties, stress, sadness in life, like as if she was speaking to me like that (: haha! yea and she said: "Our emotions are real, the stress in our life is real, the economic crisis is real, all these things are real, but remember, God is real too, so lets step out of our comfort zone and stand in the Faith zone. In the faith zone, we STILL have all our problems and difficulties but the difference is that in the faith zone, God is in control while in the comfort zone, we are the ones that are in control. Remember, everything that happens in your life happens for a reason, God has a purpose for your life." When I heard that, I was like, WHOA! Thats me man! Haha yups so although I can't see it, but I can safely guess that God is in control in my life now and yups, even though I know I'm still sad but I also know that God is still in control (:

P.S- To girls out there, (e.g weixuan, sarah) Wearing a V-neck shirt doesn't mean I am gay!!! Haha I know you jealous I have cleavage right? xDD (And yea, don't I look sexy in it? xDD)

P.P.S- Oh God! Of all the ironies in life... in my tagboard summore!